mm issues

I seriously hate this lady. She absolutely doesn't even know me. And she is bitching at me seriously!! this lady it's sad she is my mother who doesn't know shit about me. How sad right. She is just pissed her life is crap and that every guy she has been with is just a worthless piece of shit. taking her crap out on me. i really can't stand her. I can't wait till i get my CNA license. After i get a job as a CNA i am only staying a couple months to save my money then i am moving out. HONESTLY the only person i will miss is my little sister. Everyone else in this house can go straight to HELL for all i care.
Why am i surrounded by worthless ass holes SIGH..............

depressed

I have been so depressed lately. That really nothing new but, i have been having more panic attacks lately too. which really annoys me. Also i have been so sensitive. Everything has been get to me. The only good thing is that no one has noticed yet. Also i haven't gotten so sensitive that i'm snapping at everyone. But, instead of ignoring the playful insults. i get at work like i usually do. It has really been getting to me.
sigh i really don't know what to do with myself anymore. Oh well my best friends birthday is Saturday hopefully that will cheer me up.

yaoi mood

AHHHH! I've been in such a pervy saga mood. i have no idea what is wrong with me. I just can't fight this feeling. OTiKA

Currently reading :

High School Scandal (A BoyxBoy Romantic Comedy) by whoatemycookie on wattpad.com and loving it.